Sunday, November 30, 2008

Celebration of being alive

Lessons by life....

Celebration of being alive.....after experiencing the dark one can appreciate the light, after experiencing the pain one can really enjoy the joy....this is what i have learned in my 10th standard 's English class and i remember the chapter's name it's "Celebration of being alive"
My life taught me same lesson practically to me but in much bitter and crude n ruf way. no regrets now i have all the reasons to Celebrate and live my life to the max....

really i wonder when we r in a particular phase of life it may be the deep down of the life or the joyfullest time we actually forget what we are and cling for the silly things which make no difference but for the one who is in that tipsy it's everything. Same thing happened to me till i was in that nasha till the reality hit me hard wit the true colours. after the bad juncture of life ( i dt call it bad coz it taught me LIFE) gifting myself..the gift is myself..gifting myself to live life in presentense.
I see my self in mirror as a new person whom i have not noticed , whom i have nevr paid attention,whom i have neglected a lot its me..hoo shit its me and i have forgot who i'am....n this will never happen.....coz now i have myself wit me to take care of me....

Am dam happy i found myself as happy as if i got my soulmate.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Morals,Ethics,Emotions n Popcorns

Am writing this post as am very much moved with a very bad thing happened to one of my best friend.
Morals,Ethics,Emotions does this words worth my time to pen down and your time to read this post in this current time ? where no one cares what morals as a human u have nor what ethics u hold professionally or personally. forget about the morals and ethics for a while lee me focus on emotions and popcorns: i remember last time when i was in my sis place in bangalore their was an tv show in which a kannada Hero upendra says "Prethi gea stala illa,kanneeru gea bela illa"transilating "no place for love n no value for tears and emotions" and now after a real incident happened in front of my eyes 2 my best best friend i now completely agree that their is no place for true love n no value for emotions......
We do everything under the sun for our dreams to come true i mean everything and when u got all u wanted in ur life and when u turn back n if u find no one behind u who can say "am their 4 u" n in wat way u can enjoy u r destiny truly....their might me many people who say "i care 4 u" but the care what they say is just 4m mouth not from heart......n what is the use of reaching the destiny when u r not the same person who dreamed of a destiny?loosing yourself ( like the story line in FASHION movie) so am wondering is it correct to be emotional in this time wit any one let it b ur friend or ur lover....what so ever
coz when u emotionally invest in a relation that shows that u r true and honest and if other person just consider your emotions as a foolishness and ridiculous is that a mistake of the person who is true or the other one?
I know many couples who just stay together physically but not together by a attitude that u dt have emotions and applying a make up with heavy dose of foundation cream to show off that u have limited emotions is correct? limited emotions or rite quantity of emotions in a relation means "u r not totally involved" coz in a relation with u r parents u r not having limited commitment, in a relation a word LIMIT does not come at all......if it exists that implies that the theory is wrong.
I dt say their is no true love at all..... yes......parents love on u is unlimited n unconditional and it has no necessary and sufficient conditions to satisfy....but to find a true loving soul mate in this current time is like walking on a razor edge.....mark my words.......

Bottom Line never invest your emotions on any body coz latter u will be proved wrong.
The worth wht popcorns holds in theater.. emotions dt even have that gravity in present time.....

This post is not aimed on any one in any way,it's just a product of my feelings.i welcome comments.

True or False ?

True or false? this choice is hunting me ever since my childhood almost every time, applied to almost everything rite from school time 1 mark question to analyzing people's words,about self,about decision, and the list never ends......(as u knw) but on the other day when i was watching a movie The Sixth Sense late night around 3:00 Hr while having a cool walk under full moon some thing really bothered me "True or false" can this be answered according to ones stage in life keeping his experiences and knowledge or a true which is always a true and a false which is always false something like an example :Gravity is responsible for an apple to fall down from tree....the answer to this is TRUE and this true is true to all and cant be false....but some other situations in life were it seems like correct to us or to the one who did that but generally may not be correct or a true to be a true to all needs a logical reasoning and solid derivations n theorems like newton did to prove apple-Gravity relation ? or just it need that rare insight in to the life to make out what is true and false? if this is so easy then y does people wrongly understand a right situation or right person and a wrong situation or person as right?