Sunday, December 7, 2008

The Answer to the question "why this happens only to me" i was checking some of my old stuff i have found n interesting letter which my friend gave me when i was 17teen (the attitude building age)for a while it just flashed that i stooped doing this....the letter says as follows..

Life is full of choices it just trows number of alternatives to pick and ur choice dictates ur fate on that matter.Every situation in life gives a multiple i want to eat ice cream and i have choices to select flavors chocolate or vanilla or select from options.
The same way in life tooo when situation makes u to upset the same situation gives u options before reacting to it like....(A)feel bad (B)Learn 4m it (c) Stand up and redo it (D)Cry that it's ur fate.... so, which one do u select and u r selection gives u the fruits good or bad..
Another classic example..from life's book If something did not work out in life we normally pic the general option "why this happens only to me" without looking at the total choices before reaction, even this gives u options...the options are (A)"why this happens only to me" (B)It's nice that it happened to me ill never make it happen (C)Thank god the worst did not happened (D)Lee me solve the problem once again.....
IN this way the letter goes on and on....with many life's practical examples.

This was the letter i have received from am very elderly person whom i treat as friend...and i started doing this since my 12th standard days....started looking at every thing which demands my reaction funnily i started choosing the coolest option available....
So guys just start looking at the available options before reacting....Mark my words u will feel more relaxed and stop saying "why this happens only to me"

Doors Open for the comments

The Goblet of LifE

ONCE I held a well-carved brimming goblet,--
In my two hands tightly clasp'd I held it,
Eagerly the sweet wine sipp'd I from it,
Seeking there to drown all care and sorrow.

Amor enter'd in, and found me sitting,
And he gently smiled in modest fashion,
Smiled as though the foolish one he pitied.

"Friend, I know a far more beauteous vessel,
One wherein to sink thy spirit wholly;
Say, what wilt thou give me, if I grant it,
And with other nectar fill it for thee?"

Oh, how kindly hath he kept his promise!
For to me, who long had yearn'd, he granted
Thee, my Lida, fill'd with soft affection.

When I clasp mine arms around thee fondly,
When I drink in love's long-hoarded balsam
From thy darling lips so true, so faithful,
Fill'd with bliss thus speak I to my spirit
"No! a vessel such as this, save Amor
Never god hath fashion'd or been lord of!
Such a form was ne'er produced by Vulcan
With his cunning, reason-gifted hammers!
On the leaf-crown'd mountains may Lyaeus
Bid his Fauns, the oldest and the wisest,
Pass the choicest clusters through the winepress,
And himself watch o'er the fermentation:
Such a draught no toil can e'er procure him!"

Thanks John Oliver for the inputs.....

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

You just drive me crazy….

The following is some scribbling dnt knw you really call it as poetry.....but i feel it ...i express it.....

Hooo sounds of the nature the big thunders making me not any more me

Heavy rain, moon soo tender making me crazy…yeah really crazy

Standing in the corridors of lab….wearing a shorts and light Te

Lightning hitting me and sound of the thunder….just missing a hot coffee…..

Totally forgot abt the reaction running on the lab bench…..

Romantic songs with heavy metal mix made my feet tap …..hooo

What sense this writing is making ? I dnt knw….

Trance conquered me…..ruling me…..nature just driving me crazy…..

Hey my dream gal…….where r u?

Even do u think abt me sometimes?

Take my message of “missing u” here am sending by this wind……

Take my “soft concern” here am sending by this moon’s light…

You knw… dream gal…..m knows as a serious workaholic in my lab….

Now am just jumping and dancing at night 12:15am in lab …..

“Pranay” my project student is just shocked looking at me……

Me making mad a mad? Or madness making me more mad…

I dnt knw n I dnt even wanna knw m enjoying this tipsy feelin’……

….I think this rain and wind jointly planned to make me crazy…..

Wanna romance all the night with the wind……hooo shit what’s happening to me ?

Need to submit monthly research report 2morro…..

I dnt care….lee me enjoy this trance…lemme die…..

Sunday, November 30, 2008

Celebration of being alive

Lessons by life....

Celebration of being alive.....after experiencing the dark one can appreciate the light, after experiencing the pain one can really enjoy the joy....this is what i have learned in my 10th standard 's English class and i remember the chapter's name it's "Celebration of being alive"
My life taught me same lesson practically to me but in much bitter and crude n ruf way. no regrets now i have all the reasons to Celebrate and live my life to the max....

really i wonder when we r in a particular phase of life it may be the deep down of the life or the joyfullest time we actually forget what we are and cling for the silly things which make no difference but for the one who is in that tipsy it's everything. Same thing happened to me till i was in that nasha till the reality hit me hard wit the true colours. after the bad juncture of life ( i dt call it bad coz it taught me LIFE) gifting myself..the gift is myself..gifting myself to live life in presentense.
I see my self in mirror as a new person whom i have not noticed , whom i have nevr paid attention,whom i have neglected a lot its me..hoo shit its me and i have forgot who i'am....n this will never happen.....coz now i have myself wit me to take care of me....

Am dam happy i found myself as happy as if i got my soulmate.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Morals,Ethics,Emotions n Popcorns

Am writing this post as am very much moved with a very bad thing happened to one of my best friend.
Morals,Ethics,Emotions does this words worth my time to pen down and your time to read this post in this current time ? where no one cares what morals as a human u have nor what ethics u hold professionally or personally. forget about the morals and ethics for a while lee me focus on emotions and popcorns: i remember last time when i was in my sis place in bangalore their was an tv show in which a kannada Hero upendra says "Prethi gea stala illa,kanneeru gea bela illa"transilating "no place for love n no value for tears and emotions" and now after a real incident happened in front of my eyes 2 my best best friend i now completely agree that their is no place for true love n no value for emotions......
We do everything under the sun for our dreams to come true i mean everything and when u got all u wanted in ur life and when u turn back n if u find no one behind u who can say "am their 4 u" n in wat way u can enjoy u r destiny truly....their might me many people who say "i care 4 u" but the care what they say is just 4m mouth not from heart......n what is the use of reaching the destiny when u r not the same person who dreamed of a destiny?loosing yourself ( like the story line in FASHION movie) so am wondering is it correct to be emotional in this time wit any one let it b ur friend or ur lover....what so ever
coz when u emotionally invest in a relation that shows that u r true and honest and if other person just consider your emotions as a foolishness and ridiculous is that a mistake of the person who is true or the other one?
I know many couples who just stay together physically but not together by a attitude that u dt have emotions and applying a make up with heavy dose of foundation cream to show off that u have limited emotions is correct? limited emotions or rite quantity of emotions in a relation means "u r not totally involved" coz in a relation with u r parents u r not having limited commitment, in a relation a word LIMIT does not come at all......if it exists that implies that the theory is wrong.
I dt say their is no true love at all..... yes......parents love on u is unlimited n unconditional and it has no necessary and sufficient conditions to satisfy....but to find a true loving soul mate in this current time is like walking on a razor edge.....mark my words.......

Bottom Line never invest your emotions on any body coz latter u will be proved wrong.
The worth wht popcorns holds in theater.. emotions dt even have that gravity in present time.....

This post is not aimed on any one in any way,it's just a product of my feelings.i welcome comments.

True or False ?

True or false? this choice is hunting me ever since my childhood almost every time, applied to almost everything rite from school time 1 mark question to analyzing people's words,about self,about decision, and the list never ends......(as u knw) but on the other day when i was watching a movie The Sixth Sense late night around 3:00 Hr while having a cool walk under full moon some thing really bothered me "True or false" can this be answered according to ones stage in life keeping his experiences and knowledge or a true which is always a true and a false which is always false something like an example :Gravity is responsible for an apple to fall down from tree....the answer to this is TRUE and this true is true to all and cant be false....but some other situations in life were it seems like correct to us or to the one who did that but generally may not be correct or a true to be a true to all needs a logical reasoning and solid derivations n theorems like newton did to prove apple-Gravity relation ? or just it need that rare insight in to the life to make out what is true and false? if this is so easy then y does people wrongly understand a right situation or right person and a wrong situation or person as right?